Introvert/Sensitive/Empathic Power is internal strength and beauty

“I’ve never been lonely. I’ve been in a room — I’ve felt suicidal. I’ve been depressed. I’ve felt awful — awful beyond all — but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me…or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness… Read More Introvert/Sensitive/Empathic Power is internal strength and beauty

An Ode to my first love (deadliest drug in Western Civilization)

Beer beer beer acceptable drug, merriment, tradition, special occasion drug, accepted drug,  encouraged drug, masculinity drug, intimacy drug, mating drug debauchery drug, silly goofy, child-like joy drug hangover shame drug, writhing in bed, rocks in my head dried vomit sheets drug peak and trough drug, courage and confusion, blissful oblivion, shrinking bubble of perception, rounding… Read More An Ode to my first love (deadliest drug in Western Civilization)

Lessons from a 9 gram Psilocybin Mushroom trip

“Nature loves courage.” -Terence Mckenna  In my humble opinion, there is absolutely nothing to fear about mushrooms.  These are benevolent plant teachers, of earth and of the larger galaxy.  I believe my spiritual readiness, my willingness to do what it took to excavate the demons in my self and to bring my shadow side up… Read More Lessons from a 9 gram Psilocybin Mushroom trip