“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider,… Read More Admit it, you aren’t like them.
“the free soul is rare, but you know it when you see it – basically because you feel good, very good, when you are near or with them.” ― Charles Bukowski, Tales of Ordinary Madness I have become aware, gradually, slowly, how imprisoned I have been to roles, politeness, people’s fear, people’s pettiness, jealousy, expectations.… Read More The free soul is rare
“That’s what real love amounts to – letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending – performing. You get to love your pretense. It’s true, we’re locked in an image, an act – and the sad thing is,… Read More The Revolution starts within
I’m feeling a nice little kick from the extended-release Niacin vitamins I took one an hour ago. I take my highs where I can get them. It was suggested to me that the mosquitoes in the Amazon will be repelled by this in my blood. They tend to like sweet, sugary blood. I have began… Read More My Ayahuasca/Huachuma retreat in Peru: Pre-Trip Introduction and rant
Nov. 5, 2016, NY- New York doesn’t feel like the same home anymore. I have changed. Long Island, New York isn’t enough anymore to keep me stimulated. Being in this cocoon of the familiar doesn’t deliver the same level of comfort it used to. When I sit in a coffee shop, I don’t hear… Read More Rhode Island, U.S. Wedding after 3 months in Madrid